October the 21st

Its been a long time since. It wasn't till some nights ago that I realized what has happened. Its been a long time and definitely its been to much.

I went to NYC and Washington to the GYLC conference, and I discovered my inner beauty and power. I was the pretty one, the popular one you know it was definitely my place in the world. I made great friends from all around the world and I have to accept, I thought I might meet a new Adam. I didn't, maybe not the right time.

I am a senior, school sucks, classes suck and just like last year Ben stopped talking to me for some reason. We are in the play together, he's sheerkan and I'm an elephant, we just ignore each other.

Love life? I guess I'm not made for love, yet. My dreams HARVARD and I'm taking the SAT in december to give me time to get it from 1540 to something better jajajajaja.

Secretary general? yes, but its hard the conference is in 2 months and we had president interviews today. I have won best delegate and outstanding since last time so I guess MUN is doing good. Basket? binationals in 2 weeks.

elizabeth, I wish she was here to help me.

life, no changes

XOXO

Angela

April 11 of 2011 1:30 pm

First time I forget to write on the blog for two months! all the things that had happened during this last two months. First the first anniversary of my blog, second CWW which was the greatest thing ever! indeed I walked for 11 hours, got a pulmonary edema and almost broke my foot, but yet I had the best time ever, I did not want it to end.

Twelfth night was last week and I got my 3 minutes of glory on stage being valentine and other 2 being a cop. It was the best play ever and I really had allot of fun with it. I made new friends, learned new things and took the chance to shine!. Teachers said I did great, I don't think so but whatever. All my friends where there which gave me the motivation to do it as great and awesome as I could.

Indeed the play was great. the trip was great and basketball was great. We got to the finals but we lost for one point it was horrible indeed. Class sucks because Im doing horribly in all of them EVEN MUSIC!. oh well ce la vie.

I can't believe this but I am falling in love again with him!!!!!!! it is nonsense I did a promise to myself, yet this last two weeks have shown me that sometimes love is a stupid feeling that gives you problems every time it comes.

We both talked about it and it obvious that non of us want to cross the line of a simple friendship but I really want to be near him sometimes and it is kind of idiotic to think about it. Yet my feelings and he being near me makes me feel UHHHH!!!! I hate this and I definately hate love.

XOXO
ANGELA

February the 12 2011 6:40 pm

After weeks of being a proud NHS student, being mistreated by Melinda which I now consider the worst person ever to not say something worst, and getting to know people like Sally, which is a new girl at school, I have discovered various things during the past few weeks.

Ex-Phillip and I are still friends but yet im kind of mad at him cause he is still a jerk, although he is trying to call me and tell me nice things, he is just another creep that calls be bitch just to impress the rest of our friends. I almost slapped him the other day and he was like "chill you know I do it jk" F*u man.

I have had a great week with Elizabeth and we where planing a surprise party for tina but she couldn't make it so we where sad. Still, in my school this weekend is 4 days long which means more time for me!!!! jk im just happy I can rest for a couple of days before my CWW trip. This means the school overnight trip.

Elizabeth is ma BFF and we have had the weeks of our life's because she finally opened a FB and we have been chating every night. It is incredible that she is leaving im going to miss her allot. Still she has been the only one I can trust all my secrets to and besides that she is the one that is always there for me and even knowing how mad I gt when people correct me, goes on and tells me when I made a bad decision. If she is reading ill just say "I hold your back".

Teen life is miserable sometimes and you're always afraid of whats coming next.

XOXO
Angela

PD: Happy valentine's day

January the 20 of 2011 7:48 pm

The great year that was supposed to be 2011 got me today. I woke up the first with happiness in Peru, in front of the ocean full of beautiful birds and dolphins. I finally solved the problem with my friends, Phillip is now a distant memory that once in a while talks to me but we are still friends.
GREAT NEWS!!!! I finally accomplished my goal, I'm a proud Honorary member!!!!! in other words, I'M NHS!!!!!!!! you can't imagine how happy I am too finally be a part of it.

I discovered who my true friends are, Wendy and Elizabeth where the only ones sitting beside me in the ceremony and the only ones to go up there at the end to support me. I am going to miss them when they go but as they say god bless internet.

I also got a small part on t12 night, I was supposed to be stage hand but instead the theater teacher told me to be Valentine. If I get my three seconds of glory on stage you can bet ill be the happiest person in the world.

Well this great start got ruined today with me PMSsing. why? well first Tom was kind of mean the whole day so did Meredith. I got bad grades, didn't got a promotion I wanted, I felt lost on basket, my legs hurt and well lots of stuff.

Good news I think im beginning to have a new friend, Phil the guy I used to avoid the idiot to know I liked him, he is actually really nice jeje.

Life sucks one day but as always "the sun will come out tomorrow"

XOXO
Angela