First time I forget to write on the blog for two months! all the things that had happened during this last two months. First the first anniversary of my blog, second CWW which was the greatest thing ever! indeed I walked for 11 hours, got a pulmonary edema and almost broke my foot, but yet I had the best time ever, I did not want it to end.
Twelfth night was last week and I got my 3 minutes of glory on stage being valentine and other 2 being a cop. It was the best play ever and I really had allot of fun with it. I made new friends, learned new things and took the chance to shine!. Teachers said I did great, I don't think so but whatever. All my friends where there which gave me the motivation to do it as great and awesome as I could.
Indeed the play was great. the trip was great and basketball was great. We got to the finals but we lost for one point it was horrible indeed. Class sucks because Im doing horribly in all of them EVEN MUSIC!. oh well ce la vie.
I can't believe this but I am falling in love again with him!!!!!!! it is nonsense I did a promise to myself, yet this last two weeks have shown me that sometimes love is a stupid feeling that gives you problems every time it comes.
We both talked about it and it obvious that non of us want to cross the line of a simple friendship but I really want to be near him sometimes and it is kind of idiotic to think about it. Yet my feelings and he being near me makes me feel UHHHH!!!! I hate this and I definately hate love.
XOXO
ANGELA