DEAR ALICE:

Hey I know I have been really far, blog manner sorry for not writting in a long time but hey we see each other at school everyday, jajajajaja LUV U. well I am here in CC Miss Tellez, is giving everybody time to finish their genograms and I am taking this time to write to you jajajaja. Hey whats up?????????? sorry I am very happy today for some stupid reason and ummmmmmm I slept the whole bio class, but after 4 hour rehearsal and 3 hour ride home, I went to bed pretty late jajajajaja

Just to say you are doing great as the cat, going to miss the musical when it is finished lol

LUV
XOXO
ANGELA

26 of April 2010 10:47 PM

I feel pretty dumb, you know how sometimes you think something but then it simply disappears but it still bothers you???? Dear good I feel that maybe I should do not care about what others do with their life's and decisions, maybe I should do something more useful with my life maybe I should only worry about what is happening in my own head instead of going on and on telling myself things that may not be true. Dear good I wish I could find that perfect guy and then just finish with this relationship, heart breaking and feeling pathetic.

Ok changing the topic, rehearsal was stressing, Tom was a little bit stubborn but still I am having fun in the musical, although todays attempt to run the whole way through was a complete fail, and my costume was not ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o well life is short and tomorrow is really boring 'cause I have boring classes, dear good save me.

Show is Wednesday, Thursday and friday and my stress and running and people screaming at me, I hope it works for something. Whatever im really tired and I finally did the 10 entries for this month. LOL

XOXO

ANGELA

25 of April 2010 10:26PM

Really boring day, but my parents already gave me more independence and well I was permitted to go walking alone to the mall in front of my neighborhood for the first time, although it was only to buy some paper. And I did HW organized my desk and that was my normal sunday

XOXO

ANGELA

April the 24 2010 8:30 PM

Okay it was a great saturday. I had rehearsal for the Musical, 4 days and counting LOL. I saw Adam today, and umm I just took a tactic, just ignore him and we will see what happens, nothing interesting happened he just did what he always do but at least this time he was nicer, he even said goodbye while I was leaving, because I had to leave early, you know I leave really far away so yes. Tom was also there and he also said goodbye while I was going out the door.

I enjoyed really much rehearsal, Tom called my Medusa for my hair LOL it was pretty fun. I saw Wendy and we where like talking and having fun and T was also there and Matthew. I already discovered that I have my last rehearsal on monday until 6 PM. which has me worried because well, it will be 4 hours with Adam and hummmm well how am I going to resist wanting to look at him and wanting to tell him, I love you!!!!!!! Besides how am I going to resist Tom for 4 hours telling me jokes about Adam and me. Dear good if someone knows the cure for a life being in love with someone you cant get, please tell me because although m heart is pumping, everyday it gets more broken. Every day while I am listening to my ipod, I imagine him dedicating those beautiful songs by my favorite bands, Nickleback Maroon 5 and Coldplay.

If someone knows the cure for craziness please tell me, because I am crazy in love. I may sound so lame right now but you cant blame me I just turned 16 and in only few weeks my life has changed in a total and drastic way. Well I am intelligent he hasn't discover in these two weeks, he will not discover, because after all I am waiting for the day when I realize how lame it is to like a boy like him.

XOXO

ANGELA

23 of April 2010 1:44 PM

Happy Birthday for me!!!!!!!! yes that is right, today is my birthday and I am pretty happy, because all my friends told me happy b-day and my music class band played today, and I didnt screwed it up so I am pretty happy about it. I am again in Computers class and I am pretty bored cause Tom is not here, he had something to do so he left earlier. I jave rehearsal until 6 and then a couple of friends are coming over to my place to spend the night, and tomorrow again rehearsal, I brought cake so that we can share during rehearsal and I am eating pizza YEI!!!!!!! Mary, eli and my other friends, well I want to go to my finca to celebrate so I will wait unitl it is safer, and then I can take them there and have a wonderful weekend.

Adam, and I mean ADAM!!!!!!! is not here which means that I am sad, he said happy B-day like 3 times this day to me but well, he looked so nice today with those clothes he was wearing, cause today was out of dress code, Mathew gave me a hug in lunch and T said happy b-day. Lala didnt know what day was today she thought it was the 22 so she almost did not say anything. The teachers said hi and that is it, I am still bored and there is about 10 minutes to the end of the class, which makes me happy LOL

HAPPY 23 OF APRIL
XOXO
ANGELA

21 of April 2010 12:48 Am

I am really bored, I have been arriving home, aproximatly between 6:30 to 9:00 Pm to my house, reson why I havent been able to write, which makes me more stressed. You imagine how many things happened this couple days, and the necessitiy I had to write but as busy as I am being right now it is imposible for me.

Nothing new just allot of rehearsal and class and basketball games MUN leadership ect... friends, nothing new mat is asking me to write about him and he doesnt want to come my oarty this friday because he says he will have a stomach ake, thing which is totally pathetic in my personal opinion, but he is still a good friend of mine. Everyone is perfect and yep thats all

XOXO
ANGELA

Dear Alice

Hi, how are you? I just wanted to say thanks, thanks for being my friend and not just my friend but my Best friend, My IBFF. Well this is not going to be very long, because I am not very creative lol but I just want to tell you something, When I saw you for the first time, I thought I maybe could get a new friend, but actually I got one of the best friends I have ever had in my entire life!!!!! Alice what can a girl like me say when you already know my deepest secrets you already know my family, but there is something you don't know and that is about the secret that it was the one Carol told you the other night, You trusted me so I will trust you, you know Mark and you know what I thing about him, well actually since last year I've had a fight with my two other minds about what they told you the other day, and my feelings are uncertain towards him. I just want to say that If you consider me you trust me this I can trust you anything, I think I may be falling for him, If you know what I mean. Please don't tell anybody, please don't say anything to a single soul.

Just wanted to say that and umm I do my B promise to always be there for you when you need me, and don't worry I will be there always for you.

xoxo

Melanie AKA Angela aka BBFF

15 of April 2010 9:12 PM

Sorry I am really sorry for not writing in a very long time, the thing is I have been really busy with stupidities and priorities. I had an MUN conference a leadership retreat and rehearsals until late for two weeks without stopping, which is kind of annoying. Tomorrow is the parent-teacher conference and I am very nervous because although I think I did good maybe some teacher would say bad things.

Well just had the weirdest day, my friends are making me crazy except Wendy which is my IBFF, she is one of the only true friends I have, I am really confused by stupid things like School and relationships if you know what I mean.

What can a girl do to be accepted in a world where popular kids rule and you are as simple as IDK a tree. I love how I am because I am unique and I really don't mind about how I look or how I talk or walk, I don't care what it is in the outside but I care about the inside. Dear good help me.

Hey, you know something? they invited e to this congress of the most promising scholars in the world, and I am really happy about it my parents almost cried when they heard it and they are doing what they can to get the money to go.

Nothing else

XOXO

Angela

April the 5 2010 9:16 PM

Hey!!!!!! well what can I say about life....... Today was boring really boring I did homework and I feel more relaxed. I talked to Susan and Tom. Im pretty bored and I have not too much to say about today cause I did nothing except get screamed at by my father because sometimes he is a really great teacher but some others he goes completely nuts about discipline and MUN. Ok I said prefer going to MUN rather than a retreat with the Leadership group? "Ok but you have to have your investigation by tomorrow WTF??? that is impossible I have started and I am almost there but I need more time than that.

XOXO

ANGELA

April the 4 2010 9:21 PM

Ok, Ok ,Ok I am really going nuts, nuts, nuts. How do you tell when somebody likes you and how do you know you like him??? I have told myself for over a year that I don't like him even in that time when he thought he was a Philip I mean, WTF.

My life was nice today I spent today on my bed talking to everyone I know because I am pretty pathetic and annoying when I am bored and ha ha I am pretty picky when it comes to talk with people in chat. I am really bored and I wish I could go to school NOW, I am a pretty creepy person I know but If someone in this world is reading my blog, they should know I am not normal I am a freak and maybe I will get married with a freak and have freaky children.

nothing interesting today, Tom called to know if there was school tomorrow and he was with Mat an american friend, they started screaming and it was pretty fun. I tried to call lala but she did not answer cause I wanted to invite her to my house cause I really need to talk to her.

OK yes I am pretty pathetic, m grammar is horrible and I think I am forgetting the little english I know, OMG I think that maybe I am really going to need a professional help, NICE.

Last thing to say HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW WHEN A GUY IS A PHILIP AN ADAM OR A COLLIN???. If you know please tell me

XOXO

ANGELA

April the 3 2010 8:26

What the crap!!!!!!!!!!! I am really becoming Mad, I am really becoming crazy and the thing is that there is this guy at school, he is getting me so confused I had some problems with him at the begging of the semester and that is because he thought he was a Philip, a man that I like but he doesn't like me, The I thought it was an Adam I liked him and he liked me but now I only think but I am not so sure if he is just simply a Collin, a man that likes me but I don't like him.

It is spring break, I spent my whole week at my farm without internet, withoutbeing totally bored thinking how stupid my life seems right now , and now what I am saying has totally no sense. Ok could someone tell me WTF is happening?

This week I have only talked to Penny, lala and Wendy, also one of the twins and mary. Tom is not connected so I haven't been able to talk to him and Elizabeth has no FB or MSN and I am pretty shy to call her, LOL. O well life keeps moving on and I am really sorry I haven't been able to write that often as I should.

XOXO

ANGELA

PD:

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!