August the 30 2010 6:40 pm

Today a representative of yale and Princeton came to my school. I went to see if It was interesting and it really was, I was really interested in Princeton and my parents said "thats the one". My dad thought it would be great when I go to college and teachers at work ask him, how's your daughter doing? and he answers I just called him from Princeton.

Tomorrow is Tom's birthday and I really don't know what to do, because he doesn't like me giving him hugs and just a simple happy birthday would be like yeah just because I remembered. O well as always I guess tomorrow will tell me what I am going to do when I see him.

Tomorrow is my heaviest day, because all my four blocks are AP that means tons of homework and no time to even drink something. Life is a mystery and the only thing to do with it is to seize the day.

Today my dad said he was really proud.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 29 2010 4:01 pm

its me again and it is kind of early to do my almost daily entry, I am bored and maybe its because the only thing I did today was, well, basically homework. Matt is online but it would be awkward for me after Friday and he doesn't like to be bothered he only MSN people when he wants.

I can't stop thinking how Tom thought that of me, is that what all my friends think??????? it is kind of confusing and strange to be bothered without knowing and then someone only comes and with such simple words tells you everything. You know the story.

It is weird and uncomfortable to think that so I will continue reading and go tomorrow to school and forget that the little accident at Tom's car ever happened.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 28 2010 6:10 pm

Its saturday and I have to read two gigantic books for monday. They are my type, romantic but with a touch of history and enchantment. I love the knighthood stories all that chivalry and romance, I now know why Don Quijote wanted to become one. I wish to be one of the ladies for whom this gentlemen fight for it would be so cool but sad because they may die.

Yesterday I had a killer day, I had class and then went to Toms house until 4 so that we could go to Melanie's house and get ready for Tina's party. At her house we danced ate and said what we where going to do at the party which I couldn't attend because my parents where going mad about me being out at such hours of the night.

I did arrived to the party but they told Tom he had to leave the car outside, parked on the street and he was insecure about it so he said he would stay in the car. All our friends left and I stayed with him because I know he doesn't like to be left alone, although he told me it was ok if I left. While I was helping him park I was telling him to be careful with a car right behind him and he said hi didn't drive like Matt. I told him that Matt is a great driver and he told me I thought that just because I liked him. I thought he was kidding at the beginning but I then realize he was serious. I told him it wasn't true, yes he is nice but not my type, and that I don't like anyone at this moment. He asked me if I was sure and I obviously told him that yes.

I was shocked about this, is that why July has been telling me that I look pretty just because I want to attract someones attention, do I look like someone that wants Matt's attention?. Once again he is a nice guy and he is quite a gentleman which makes me laugh when I feel sad but I only see him as a good friend of mine. Do I look like someone is attracted to him?am I giving him wings when I am not supposed to? or maybe although Im not sure about it, I raised someone's jealousy by being close to him and that person started the rumors.

You can never know, because on High School specially if you are on my High School everyone thinks they have the right to bother you, invent rumors about you, and even think they have the right to destroy your friendships without asking.

I am still confused on what Tom said last night but when your sixteen, most of the things your friends tell you are confusing.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 25 2010 7:01 pm

One week of school and I am starting to get used to ten thousand homework's, running up and down the hill and even tests. I had Pre-ap math test today and I was so so so worried about it that at the end I forgot that and I think I assed that test. The teacher is funny cause she speaks at the speed of sound and you don't get anything but when you write it in your notebook it actually makes sense.

Ap classes are kind of hard, well to tell you the truth really hard, I had to read a 100000 pages book with like letter -5 in two days and I haven't even finished it. English is all about the AP exam so Ive been writing 40 minutes essays. Today was fun cause we read the prologue for The Canterbury Tales and we did a tabloid or however its spelled which I liked 'cause its a theater term and I like theater.

AP macro is my favorite class we talk about how economics affect life and it is really fun. I started basketball practice yesterday and I had tons of fun, and today I started introducing MUN to new applicants to the organization so yeah. Leadership is also great I am helping a friend out and we are entering STUCO and the fashion show, thing that my dad doesn't like.

There's a new girl at school named Melinda and she is great, she loves theater, she is great with politics and she knows how to put Tom in line. She is a great person and friday we are going to her house to see a gleeathon, really really fun. O well life goes on and I am finally a Junior one week has passed as I see all my life as a student right in front of my eyes and I think wow I am going to college soon.

When nothing goes right, go left jejejeje

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 23 2010 8:35 pm

Its late and I forgot to tell you I already had my first week of school. It was a total mess. I had to fight to get my schedule, I had to run up and down the hill to go to class and I was full of dust because of the constructions.

Even though this, school is the best thing I have ever experienced and I saw my friends I wore my hair without a hairband and some guys started flirting with me lol jk.

School is awesome specially if you have great friends you can share them with.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 14 2010 8:04 pm

Hey guys, well I went to school on friday to help my dad get ready for tuesday, I saw matt, mark and Susan. We had a great time and we met the new kids which are nice. School is totally destroyed and they changed it completely.

I felt sick today and I was on bed all day watching glee, lol my grandma bought me the DVD.

seize the day

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 12 2010 6:36 pm

Another boring day, another day went off and I am closer to school. I can't believe I am now a Junior it looks like yesterday that I entered high school and now I am thinking of college.

Yes im scared but I know something, say hello to this countries new president!!!!!!! wow

XOXO

ANGELA

Dear me

I just write this so that I can have 50 entries, wow 1/2 year and I have 50 entries I feel happy about that jejejeje. Well just remember one week for school be fresh pretty and remeber what matters is what its in the inside .

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 10 2010 4:58

Hey have you ever planned something for your future???? maybe your career, you mayor, may people plan their wedding when they are 14, how about the perfect guy???????

I have and I already have planned him up and down. Lets start with his brain, he has to be as analytical and intelligent as Sherlock Holmes (not the classic one, but the one made by Robert Downey JR) and Cal lightman from lie to me. He has to be as poetical as the lead singer from Coldplay and have the voice of the lead singer in Nickel back. He has to have the artistic talent of Johnny Deep and finally he has to be as awesome and gorgeous as Adam Levine.

Yes thats the perfect guy for me and every day I have another thing to add to him. LOL

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 8 2010 3:18 pm

Missing someone is a natural part of all human beings, missing a friend or a family member are part of you as the winning the cup is part of the player, it may not be the most important part of it, but it is still present.

I say this because I started missing people during summer vacations and may be missing some people more than others, at the end everything came to the conclusion that missing is a part of me, it has always been part of me although I had never felt it.

This entry is about how we can think that people around us are not involve with our feelings, but as soon a person enters your heart there is nothing you can do, because when that person says a joke, you laugh, when it cries you cry, when it is not there, you miss him or her.

People are a part of you just as missing them makes a part of yourself.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 7 2010 8:05 pm

Life has treated me well, I have to admit, Life has been good to me. The thing is does life gives you signs, something to know which one is the right path, which one is the right thing to do, or what its true and false. Does life tells you how to do things or the wrong way to do it?

I come again with my conclusion of another entry, Life is a mystery not only because love is a part of it, but also because it sends signs that not many may understand. Life is a mystery because does signs are not always clear but they are always at sight of everyone, but only you know what it means, although your not sure.

Today I talked to Susan and she told me she didn't want to talk about love or something familiar with it, I took that as a sign that maybe I shouldn't be worrying about it either. I did not want to talk to Wendy today, just because I wasn't in the mood to talk with anybody after I talked to Susan on the phone.

Yes life is a mystery and the only thing we can do is try to play with it, in a good way, by enjoying it and having fun, cause besides being mysterious it is short and as the old phrase says, Ce la Vie although I think I wrote it wrong jejeje.

XOXO

ANGELA

Dear Alice

Hey Alice, just wanted to talk to you because school is near I am bored and you are a great friend with which I can talk.

Well life has treated me well, as you may know, im bored I have to read another book for spanish and it is Really big and boring, not as Coming through Slaughter but still jejejeje.

Just wanted to know how are you, when can we go watch a movie or something before school, so that we can talk????

Love Angela

August the 6 2010 2:42 Pm

Hey guys, well today I worked in MUN, in guitar, and watched tv until there nothing more to do jejejejeje right now, someone I am not sure may be a Phillip is online but what can be done life too short to be worrying about caring little more about a good friend of yours.

I am on my little sis room helping her with some drawings and puzzles, she likes them jejeje. I am also talking with Wendy that is at work and she finishes it in abut a week.

Life is awesome but it can get boring

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 5 2010 12:06 Pm

Music, some may call it inspiration, other may call it a way to have the best fun in a party. I call it differently, A way to express what I feel. Although many don't know me, I am a person that may have 13 different emotions at the same time, but at the end, I only need one small song to realize what my true feelings are.

When I hear a happy song, I feel powerful, I feel I can reach for the stars and make my dreams come true because it me we are talking about. When I hear a sad song, I feel bad for the things I have done to others and want redemption. When I hear songs like Fix you from Coldplay, I feel like wanting to express my feelings to those I love, not necessarily to an Adam or a Phillip, but a friend or a family member.

Many songs make me want to practice my singing and acting because I do that with them and I imagine my self in a huge stage in front of millions of people from all around the world, that have come just to see me. Love songs, make me feel confuse, because they make me rethink about that guy.

Music, songs, Lyrics are part of life as leaves are part of a tree. Music may help you write a poem, inspire yourself and sometimes make you feel in love with that special someone you still don't know. Thats the power of music.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 4 2010 7:27 Pm

Life can be a mystery, why????? 'cause love is big and important part of it. Love is part of life as Vanilla is part of the ice cream list of any store in the world. It may be called French Vanilla, coconut Vanilla, you may even see it at pineapple and Vanilla, either way it is Vanilla and it is always present, just as love is always present in your life.

But why is Love a mystery and Vanilla isn't???????? Because you will always know that Vanilla is Vanilla, but with love, sometimes you can't know the difference. Yes, It is true, I know you have felt it, if not let me illustrate you.

You know a guy or a girl, he may become a good friend of yours. You have known each other for let's say two years maybe more and one day while you are watching that person, you realize a strange feeling you have never felt, It can't be love right???? Because you have known each other for a long time and its only that your feelings have changed a little, caring more for that person as a friend. After sometime you may accept you may be in love, but after some days you forget it. The comes Summer you don't see that person and you think of that person almost daily. It can't be love right?????? Because its summer you get to miss your friends. You start dreaming with, Guess...., that same guy or girl. Now your confused.

Love may look like a simple friendship, Missing a friend, a feeling if like that person is a brother or sister and who know a feeling of protection you have for all your friends. It can't be love right??????????? Love is part of life, and life is composed by various people who can make you feel different things that may be loved disguised as them. This is the reason why if love is part of life then that means life is a complete Mystery.

If you know what I am saying, that can only mean one simple thing, you are already part of a Story of a Truth.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 3 2010 1:15 PM

Hey guys, or whoever reads this. Today is as boring as hell, I still have one book to read, From today in two weeks I enter school.

Today nothing interesting happened. Today I had no dreams, I had no other clue about who the mysterious guy is, but well life is for living and it's too short to be wondering about who, when or where.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 2 2010 4:26 pm

Again my life seems confusing and strange, what can you know you fell in love with somebody, when you only see him as a friend, but you dream him as something different. Life as love is confusing and maybe I am giving this issue to much thought about it.

I may be only a 16 year old teen but Im starting to feel things bigger than me.

XOXO

ANGELA

August the 1 2010 6:52 PM

Well I went to my farm this weekend and I had as much fun as anyone like me can have. Some friends of my dad came to visit and they are like my uncles so It was like one of my funny family reunions.

My parrots called Matthew and Maurice, well I discovered the maybe Maurice is a girl and maybe my parrots are in love, cause they where doing things that can be confused as fighting sometimes. LOL. The other parrot, Charlie, AKA Owl (cause it looks like and OWL), is getting to know us better, and maybe sometime soon we can get to pet him, or get him out of his cage. Don't get us wrong if you see the old farm and our parrots you would see they live in paradise, we take them to the vet every two weeks so that he can check them out, WE give them as many crackers, nuts and apple pie as they want, cause they start screaming for it jejeje, They have their own Outdoor house (which is accommodated with a roof and a stick) where they can stand near the house, walk change of stick between the two, cause Charlie doesn't have. They are treated well.

Tom called me twice but I was not there so I discovered it when I came back from lunch, I sent him a text to see what was happening but he never answered o well. I also sent one to Lala but she didn't answer. I wanted to talk to Wendy but again, I couldn't. Well maybe this was my weekend to spend with me, Myself and I jejeje. Talking of which I finally Finished Coming Through Slaughter. Confusing and kind of weird but Good.

Well I had a strange dream, I was in a Science classroom with my friends and some kids of my classroom. We had to do something and I went near a table when suddenly a guy grabbed me by the hips, said me he loved me and kissed my cheek. The we started cutting paper and we left the room. That was strange, because I left him do all that without saying no. OK maybe it is really weird but does it mean something? maybe yes maybe no, but life is too short to be rethinking dreams.

Life goes on as well as time.

XOXO

ANGELA