Yeah well life is still miserable I am a freaking junior is half year one semester missing meaning 3 semesters until my graduations. Three freaking semesters of watching that stupid face all over me saying how ugly I am and me accepting it quietly just because there is something inside me that wants to kiss him.
Remember that dream I told you a couple of months ago? I am not sure who it is but until now I still want it to be him. I still want to be beside him although I want to kill him the next time I see him. On January my mind will be confused between hate and not knowing, love.
My whole blog is about love but im 16 once again and to tell you the truth, this guy is the first time I have ever loved someone, like real love. I have never dated, all glee, never been kissed. This was my first broken heart and with a love that I have to admit has been inside me since freshmen year.
I can't see how I did not accept it until now and all of a sudden this mess happens.
Eli invited all of us to the movies, you remember, and we went to lala's only he lala and I. She left us 2 seconds alone and it was horrible.
Hate life
no ofense
XOXO
Angela
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