April the 24 2010 8:30 PM

Okay it was a great saturday. I had rehearsal for the Musical, 4 days and counting LOL. I saw Adam today, and umm I just took a tactic, just ignore him and we will see what happens, nothing interesting happened he just did what he always do but at least this time he was nicer, he even said goodbye while I was leaving, because I had to leave early, you know I leave really far away so yes. Tom was also there and he also said goodbye while I was going out the door.

I enjoyed really much rehearsal, Tom called my Medusa for my hair LOL it was pretty fun. I saw Wendy and we where like talking and having fun and T was also there and Matthew. I already discovered that I have my last rehearsal on monday until 6 PM. which has me worried because well, it will be 4 hours with Adam and hummmm well how am I going to resist wanting to look at him and wanting to tell him, I love you!!!!!!! Besides how am I going to resist Tom for 4 hours telling me jokes about Adam and me. Dear good if someone knows the cure for a life being in love with someone you cant get, please tell me because although m heart is pumping, everyday it gets more broken. Every day while I am listening to my ipod, I imagine him dedicating those beautiful songs by my favorite bands, Nickleback Maroon 5 and Coldplay.

If someone knows the cure for craziness please tell me, because I am crazy in love. I may sound so lame right now but you cant blame me I just turned 16 and in only few weeks my life has changed in a total and drastic way. Well I am intelligent he hasn't discover in these two weeks, he will not discover, because after all I am waiting for the day when I realize how lame it is to like a boy like him.

XOXO

ANGELA