26 of April 2010 10:47 PM

I feel pretty dumb, you know how sometimes you think something but then it simply disappears but it still bothers you???? Dear good I feel that maybe I should do not care about what others do with their life's and decisions, maybe I should do something more useful with my life maybe I should only worry about what is happening in my own head instead of going on and on telling myself things that may not be true. Dear good I wish I could find that perfect guy and then just finish with this relationship, heart breaking and feeling pathetic.

Ok changing the topic, rehearsal was stressing, Tom was a little bit stubborn but still I am having fun in the musical, although todays attempt to run the whole way through was a complete fail, and my costume was not ready!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o well life is short and tomorrow is really boring 'cause I have boring classes, dear good save me.

Show is Wednesday, Thursday and friday and my stress and running and people screaming at me, I hope it works for something. Whatever im really tired and I finally did the 10 entries for this month. LOL

XOXO

ANGELA